Reflections is a on-going series born out of a deeply personal journeyone of healing, reclaiming my body, and coming to terms with my PTSD after years of abuse. Photography became a way to explore, express, and reconnect with myself. This series is a meditation on that process, told through still-life compositions that mirror the layers of transformation, grief, anger, resilience, determination, hope and self-acceptance.
Part One
Reflections: An Unveiling
In a world where appearances often overshadow authenticity, Reflections: An Unveiling invites viewers to explore the transformative journey of self-discovery, healing, and growth. This photography series tells a deeply personal story of uncovering worthiness, reclaiming power, and embracing the raw emotions that shape us.
The series captures the roller coaster of transformation moments of clarity, breakdown, and breakthrough while reflecting on the idea that true change begins within. Central to the work is the concept of masks: the roles we play and the personas we project. These masks can both protect and obscure, acting as barriers to fully understanding and accepting our true selves.
*These are limited editions. 100 of each print.
These are Still Life images. I created each shot in-camera using traditional methods of lighting, mirrors, angles. Being hands-on is part of the process and catharsis for me.
Enough
Cracked Composure
Reflection
Remembering
Choosing love over fear (b/w) v2
The Unfolding
Soft Transformation
Remembrance
Carrillo_Untitled.1 face sunflower
Carrillo_Untitled.2 face sunflower
Light me up
Discover
Time doesn't heal all wounds
The Echo
Creating my mind
Choosing Love over Fear
Carrillo_Untitled.3 sunflower (square)
Brush up
Hanging up the masks
Reimagining
Carrillo_Untitled.3 sunflower
Distored Reflections
Light within.
Inferno bloom
Enchanted Bloom
Following the Sun v.1
Between echos
Reshma Saujani quote
The butterfly
The traveler's jest
Finding my peace
Golden transition v1
Golden transition v2
Golden transition v3
Back to the drawing board
New Horizons
Time for change
Learning to be in my body
Creations
Behind the mask
Stay away
Scattered
Haunted house
The Blooming
Part Two
Reflections: Black Roses this second part confronts the darkness that shapes the grief, the anger, the betrayals, the harm done. These photographs explore the raw, unfiltered reality of facing trauma and abuse wounds head-on.
I was learning that healing is not about bypassing pain. It requires witnessing it fully holding space for the anger, the sorrow, and the parts of ourselves that have been buried under survival mode.
The Fog
Gasoline
Forced